Thunder storms couldn't stop me

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 03:24:06 GMT

new journal

matthewlikewhoa
matthewlikewhoa

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 17:56:47 GMT

why do things just keep getting worse

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 02:53:05 GMT

im so stressed about everything lately and everything seems to be going wrong. im wicked stress out about friends and my car and when its going to get fixed and when i will get it back and prom cause everything i had planned seemed to have hit the shitter so yeah...leave mne a comment or something to try and cheer me up or something

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 03:39:51 GMT

so fuck the orange suit...its a comstume not a real suit

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 16:44:44 GMT

im getting that for prom...the orange one

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 03:31:42 GMT

If you read this,
even if i don't speak to you often,
post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.

Also do you think i should get a light blue tux for prom?

and also monday feb. 7th (aka tomorrow) is my 17th birthday. lkjdsago

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 02:02:49 GMT

...Traits and Personality...
When's my birthday?
Do you know my full name?
What's my nationality (list all that you know)?
What's my religion?
My color hair?
My color eyes?
What mood am I usually in?
What's the most common thing I say?

...My Favorite...
Ice cream flavor?
Food?
Drink?
Type of music?
Band/Singer?
Animal?
Color?
Scent?
Person?

...Getting to know...
What's one good thing about me?
What's the one bad thing about me?
What's the best advice you can give me?
Why are you my friend (if you are)?
Why do you tolerate me?
Who is my best friend(s)?
Who do I hate most?
Who do I love most?

..Random...
Do you want to say anything to me?
Do I love you?

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 15:14:00 GMT

Gizzy<3

yeah so today me and liz went to the mall then marshals then dairy queent hen her house to build a snow fort then keri came over and we all went to taco bell then we went back to her hosue and keri left and me her tried to take scene pictures but didnt wor thats why some of them are horrible then played mario cart then i left at 11 and came home

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 01:15:08 GMT

why the fuck does stuff like this make me upset.i really hart it and i just wish i had someone to talk to and cared alot. yeah i know all my friends care and stuff but its not the same. i just dont know. i feel bad talking to people that are just friends cause i feel like they dont want to listen to me complain. i know they say they dont care but sometime i wonder. things are just so messed up now and it sucks. i dont really eat anymore and i either dont sleep or never sleep. i haven really ate since thursday. i tried to eat taco bell last night and had like 1/2 a quesidea and felt like i was going to puke.i just dont know what to do anymore. i jsut really need someone. and i hate how people are like you so emo. fuck you. yeah i use to say i didnt care about shit but i really did and by not showing it got me into some trouble. and i dont want to deal with that shit. im tired of almost getting kicked out of my house cause i would hold everything in and just explode. im tired of telling people im fine when im not. im tired of pretending nothing wrong when i feel like shit. ive just been keeping to myself lately and i dont really mind it.i was planning on going out tonight but the snow fucked that up. yeah i love the snow and stuff but it jsut ruined my night basically. i was happy to hang out with keri cause we use to be best friends but i fucked things up with her someone and we slowly stopped talking and its good to talk to her again and ir eally wanted to hang out with her but the snow messed that up. i started hanging out with haley to and its good. i just wish things were like two summers ago when everyone would come to my house and we would have dance parties. me haley sam christine keri phill and everyone else that came to them. i had so much fun with them but it seems like i could never do that again. i messed some things up with some of those people and some of them arent friends anymore.yeah im sure they could all come over and have fun and everyone could stay away from eachother if they didnt like each other but it still wouldnt be the same. i miss everytime i looked at my walls i would see something new and be able to laugh or smile about it and be like " wow i never knew that was there." but i dont do that anymore. i dont even bother to try. i just miss alot of people. yeah everyone moves on and stuff but it feels like im the only one who hasnt. i still like the same things i liked since freshman year. i jsut feel like ive havent grown up and moved on from old things and old business like everyone else has. sometime i feel bad asking people if they want to hang out cause sometimes i think they want to say no i dont like you or no i dont want to hang out with you but dont have the guts to say so. i think im the only asshole i know that would tell someone that they dont like them or dont want to be around them or such. and yeah maybe its good sometimes cause people iwll know you will be honest about things and tell them how you feel but i think its horrible in the long run.i just with i knew what to do. im sorry that im taking up room on your friends list but i just needed to get everything out. i know no one is going to read this but it still feels kinda good that i got it off my chest.

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 23:36:07 GMT

fuck

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 02:42:00 GMT

lately i have been feeling like complete shit. have jsut been keeping to myself lately. i forget what i have been doing but today i went to school and finals sucked then left and went to liz's house and feel asleep then woke up and came home and slept some more. i didnt want to go snowboarding today so i didnt go. i went skating with some people. it was good i guess. did pretty good for not skating since like october. not sure if im going to start again tho. dont really feel like typing anymore so im going to stop

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 20:43:31 GMT

uhh the other night i went to molleskfest with jess. it was alot of fun. i hit my brothers car and managed to get pulled over again on the way back from molleskfest. the end

leave a comment or something

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 04:00:40 GMT

ummmm hello

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 18:45:03 GMT

WOULD YOU RATHER...
1.pierce your nose or tongue? tounge
2.be serious or be funny? funny
3.boxers or briefs?: boxers
4.drink whole or skim milk? i only drink 1%
5.be single or taken? taken
6.be simple or complicated? simple

DO YOU PREFER...
7.flowers or angels? who cares
8.grey or gray? gray
9.color or black-and-white photos? color
10.M&Ms or Skittles? skittles
11.staying up late or waking up early? staying up late
12.calling it POP or SODA? soda
13.using Xs or Os in Tic-Tac-Toe? X's
14.water or soda/pop? soda
15.Do you have a crush? yes
16.being hot or cold? hot
17.tall b/f's or g/f's or short? in the middle
18.sun or moon? sun
19.emeralds or rubies? dont care
20.left or right? right
21.sun or rain? sun
22.vanillacream or chocolate ice cream? chocolate
23.boys or girls? girls
24.green beans or carrots? neither
25.low fat or fat free? there both for pussies
26.croutons or bacon bits? fucking bacon bites
27.2 doors or 4 (on a car)? depends
28.Mr. Pibb or Dr.Pepper? Dr. Pepper

MISCELLANEOUS...
27. What is your biggest fear in the world? hmmmmm
28. Kids or no kids? kids
29. Cat or dog? dog
30. Half empty or half full? half full
31. Mustard or ketchup? mustard
32. Hard cover books or soft cover books? they both suck
33. Newspaper or magazine? magazine
34. Sandals or sneakers? sandals
35. Wonder or amazement? amazement
36. Red car or white car? red
37. Happy and poor or sad and rich? happy and poor
38. Singing or dancing? dancing
39. Hugging or kissing? both
40. Corduroy or plaid? plaid
41. Happy or sad? happy
42. Purple or green? green
43. Blondes, brunettes, or redheads? blondes or brunettes
44. Full Name? Matt Denice
45. Parent's names? Maureen and MIke
46. Birthdate? feb. 7th 1988
47. Born? NJ represent
48. Numbers ages ,and names of siblings? 1 brother-micheal 19

Have you ever...
49. had the drink Calypso Breeze? nope
50. been in love? who knows
51. been toilet-papering? yes
52. ever loved someone so much it made you cry? i dont think so

Future...
53. What kind of job do you want? somehting that pays alot
54. Do you want to get married? yes

People...
55. Who makes you laugh the most? alot of people
56. Who is the shyest? hmmmmm
57. Who is the most outgoing? proabably pat
58. Who knows the most about you? liz i think

WHAT/WHO DO THESE MAKE U THINK OF...
59. Rock? a rock
60. Green? money
61. crying? sad
62. Peanut butter? gay
63. Spring? snowboarding would be fun int he spring
64. Summer? skating
FAVORITES...
65. Song at the moment:i dont know
66. Color? green or blue
67. Country song? country sucks

Friends...
68. Name the person that you are friends with that lives the farthest? ummmmmmm joe?
69. Are you in a gang or club or some kind of group? im in a hardcore gang

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 04:28:31 GMT

is anyone else not going to prom besides me?

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 04:12:49 GMT

Leave an anonymous comment with:

1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 04:35:45 GMT

tuesday night i went to eh WBRU birthday bash with alot of people. it was so much fun. then wendnesday i worked and thursday id idnt go to school. all the fine details are in _sw3etreveng3

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 04:22:12 GMT

A) first, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:
4. a website:

B) i want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. ask me anything you want.

1. do you remember one of the first things i said to you? and the last?:
2. what's my favorite type of music?:
3. what is the best feature about me?(physically):
4. would you say i am funny?:
5. any special talents?:
6. have you ever seen me cry?:
7. if there were one good nickname for me, what would it be?:
8. what do i love?:
9. am i good looking?:
10. would you ever consider going out with me?:
11. what do you think is my best feature?(emotionally):
12. what do you think is my biggest failure?:
13. am i huggable?:
14. are we friends, good friends or something else?:
15. am i special to you?:
16. what is one thing you love about me?:
17. what song reminds you of me?:
18. what was your first impression of me?:

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 03:33:30 GMT

woo i got music to play while your reading my journal. turn up your volume... its awsome

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 05:30:35 GMT

Your LJ Prison by redfrog021
Username
Favorite Deadly Sin
You are convicted of	Double Homocide
And sentenced to	Death Row!
Warden	samanthash1ey
Abusive redneck guard	i_heart_dancing
Easy to bribe guard	_buryme_inmemry
Cellmate	samesta
Wants to make you their bitch	haro6183
Drops soap in the shower on purpose	i_luv_my_sentra
Works in the laundry and smells people's undies	andrea_lee_h
Comes to see you for 'conjugal visits'	_sw3etreveng3

Quiz created with MemeGen!

yeah so not alot has happened lately. hung out with phill kayla and crystal the past 2 days. it was fun

uymm wachussett isnt opening which sucks

thanks giving is tomorrow and not really looking forward to it. i dont really like holidays anymore. i dont know. it might be cause i dont like spending time with my family. its not that i dont like them i just dont know. yeah thats about it

[EDIT]
Your LJ Prison by redfrog021
Username
Favorite Deadly Sin
You are convicted of Double Homocide
And sentenced to Death Row!
Warden samanthash1ey
Abusive redneck guard i_heart_dancing
Easy to bribe guard _buryme_inmemry
Cellmate samesta
Wants to make you their bitch haro6183
Drops soap in the shower on purpose i_luv_my_sentra
Works in the laundry and smells people's undies andrea_lee_h
Comes to see you for 'conjugal visits' _sw3etreveng3
Quiz created with MemeGen!
[/EDIT]

Comment?

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 17:56:01 GMT

I think everyone who is reading this should leave a comment on what they really think about me

everyone else is doing it

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 02:38:15 GMT

Matt has ____ hair.
Matt is so ____ and I want to ____ her.
If Matt were an animal he would be a _____.
Matt is ______ at times.
Matt's favorite person is ____.
I think Matt has a crush on____.
Matt is a _____ person.
Matt is the ___ to my ____.
If Matt was in a band she would play the ____ cause ____.
Matt was raised by a pack of wild _____.
If Matt were a color she would be ___ because ____.
Matt ____'s too much.
I ____ Matt

Sun, 07 Nov 2004 21:54:50 GMT

hello

Sat, 30 Oct 2004 03:00:59 GMT

today was wicked fun. i left school at 12:45 and me keri deanna jesse amanda mark chris and kevin went to taco bell. after that me and mark skates BJ's for alittle and then went to pick up my check then skated milford. after that i went home for alittle then back down to the park. this is where the day gets good. im jsut sitting there and hugos like "theres kids stealing magnets off your car" so i fucking yell shit at them and they take off runing so i chase after them and corner them in someone yard. theres 3 of them and 1 of me. i had 2 cornered and i throw the one kid and he looked like he was ready to cry and said his friend had them so i pushed his friend and got in his face and he had a goofy ass haircut and made it know that he looked like a fag and he looked scared shitless to so the 3rd kid comes walking over to me. what a dumbass if somoenes going to kick your ass you dont go walking over to them. and i take him and throw his little fucking punk ass and hes like i dropped them over there so i fucking push him wicked hard then throw him and tell him to go pick them the fuck up and she showed us where they were and i turn around and phill has him by his collar threating to kill him and he looked scared. so we left them go and didnt hurt them and the kid has the nerve to fucking giggle. what a dumbass again. so basically he was going to get his ass kicked but i kinda felt bad cause he was ready to cry and we basically said if they come near us again were going to kick there asses and they walked off silent. so after that incodent me mike phill and joubs went to EASTERN BOARDER and i got a new deck. after that we hit up wendys and then all the parking lots we could think of to get more magnets for my car. i have a total of 13 magnets and an american flag now.

i forgot to mention how last night me and liz were going to friendlys to get dinner and i sped by a cop and he pulled out behind us but my wicked fast pimp ass ride outran him. actually we turned iunt wendys and he didnt see us. it was scary tho cause i would have lsot my lsicenes and would not have been able to go to taco bell today

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 16:30:08 GMT

yeah things have been ok lately. i havent dont anything good really. monday i went to the doctor then came home and slept. then yesterday school was decent then i took mike to concrete wave after school so he could get a new board then i skated and did some other stuff then i went to eastern boarder withs ome people...that was my past few days. oh and i feel like shit so i dont plan on doing anything today.

comment?